hey i still need you

Dad I miss you

i really have begun to forget the sound of your voice
this isn't real to anyone but me...

I love you, and always will
I miss our dates to the movies and diner, Japan & Guam. I miss Sanfransisco and driving through the siera mountains, and yosemite national park. I miss getting you coffee. I miss you cooking dinner out back and sleep overs.

Deep inside I think i still half expect you to come home someday from wherever you are hiding, and confrim that this was all a joke. because there is so much you still need to do. you need to walk with me in my wedding. you need to see me graduate college. you need to meet my kids so they know how awesome their grandpop was...

I'm really trying hard Daddy but I can't seem to hold onto all the memories, they begin to slip more and more. There's so much unfinished business left, but maybe it was better that way. I really hope you're enjoying Heaven, because we all miss you a lot still. I can't wait to see you up there

Your boo girl forever
Kelsey