a lot of things have made absolutely no sense lately. i mean, more so than normal. the loss and addition of many things, some things i would have liked to not gain. some things are better left unsaid. I go to sleep and wake up to the sounds of the city, the sirens, the 24-hour trolly at it's regular intervals. it can silence your mind at times when you realize how much is going on around you and just how small your own world is. I've got to do what's best in the long run, and i know that some of the things i want right now won't be. and that's okay. Today was really sad, seeing the class you graduated with, teachers, etc. in tears, and just the loss of a really awesome girl, who had so much to live for. I'm praying hard for Jenny's close family and friends. Rest In Peace Jenny Blees, 19 is way too young.