never stops

last night saw stars for the first time. so good. we took the subway back to temple and justine, jp, ron, and stephan got here. we walked around, i rule at rock band, hung out with pete, went over to seth's dorm and hung out with him and pat. walked back at like 430 am and everyone was asleep. woke up at 930 cause someone said travis barker died, but i was misinformed. once we wake jp up we're going to south street diner i believe. after i need to go to the art museum to write my journal for phil. arts. and culture.

but really ive been realizing some things, especially last night... it's bad when your friends have to point it out. i've become a person i don't really like at all. im so fucking condescending sometimes, and to the people im closest to. I'm really a fucking bitch a lot of the time and i need to quit it because it's not something i would enjoy being around. I never was like this, i've grown bitter and cold. A lots been taken away and i still can't value what i have... im ignorant for real.

Wednesday NFG with kurt and whit;