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i can not wait for christmas time, i am already downloading/listening to christmas music. i can't wait for colder weather, ginger bread houses, christmas plays, trans-siberian orchestra, driving around looking at christmas lights, christmas at the zoo, buying gifts for people i love, christmas morning, my birthday the day after. always think it would be nice to share this with someone, almost every year things are rocky around this time, and i haven't enjoyed it as much in the recent past. but i will this year, christmas is too good to be missing something that was never even there.